Sleep, but Never Rest

Recording my dreams since 1998

04/30/2013: I Just Want Some Eggs

So I slept through my alarm partly because this lady pissed me off so much in my dream, I wanted to see what would happen.

I first remember some vague dream about walking/dancing through hallways to Britney Spears music (I wonder if a neighbor plays this music at 4 am or something).

I remember walking down some steps and these good-looking guys ran down and were planning on “settling things” with a wrestling and MMA match. I remember thinking how hot these guys were.

Some lady came out of a room and complained that the women wouldn’t prepare the food like they are supposed to. I felt like I should help, but also that it was sexist.

I went to help prepare food and at one step of creating the meal involved a HAZMAT suit with a gas mask. The gas mask worried me because I didn’t know how to use it and didn’t know if I could breathe with it. I could breathe, but I wasn’t sure if I wasn’t just breathing in CO2.

Later, the lady read that we needed to make the eggs into egg salad. I asked her politely if I could take a portion of the eggs out because I don’t eat egg salad. Things with dressing or mayo make me sick. She just blew up in my face and was so mad that I even asked her that. She then threw several handfuls of forks across the room. I had to find a fork out of stacked chairs and try to grab some eggs before they were made unhealthy.

10/01/2012: Dreams

First dream:

I remember plugging in something outside at night and running across a large yard to an intersection. There was a body on the yard I was about to jump over, but there was a helicopter that appeared overhead with its spotlight on me.

I ran back and unplugged whatever I plugged in.

Second dream:

I was in grad school at some university (maybe Kent State? It was in the Midwest and had Kent State colors) during the fall. I couldn’t take the classes I wanted for my major, so I took the most random ones I could to have enough credits to graduate. The class I remember was a cooking class. I had to park along a street and take a bus a block or two to a building the students called the “food building” because it was where most of the culinary classes were held and it always smelled delicious when you walked by it.

Some older lady randomly took my hand and helped me a couple of steps. I remember being at a cooking station trying to figure out what the class was about. I described it as a “hot pocket filling inside a large piece of ravioli”.

After some random action scenes I don’t remember, I was worried that I missed too much of class and an assignment. I looked at the syllabus and it was graphically designed well with actual visual elements for the dates and assignments. I had one more weekend to cook my first assignment.

I looked up from the page and saw a large bug. I yelled to my mom downstairs, “We have bugs!” Then saw that it was really a small reptile. I yelled, “Nevermind! It’s a lizard!” Then it started to mutate into some other conjoined yellow lizard thing and another one showed up in blue and they both started floating.

You would think I would have realized it was a dream at this point, but I had to “prove” it to myself. I yelled at the yellow one, “PURPLE!” And random purple dots began to bleed through the yellow fabric-like skin and overlapped, covering half its body. It then went to blue to match the other one. I said, “I’m dreaming!” and woke up.

Third dream:

I was an editor for the college newspaper and I was walking through a large lobby/lounge area to an auditorium. There were “protest” groups and some other tables set up dealing with comedy or student activities. I remember one guy had only a single thumb drive sitting on his table with no decorations. He also remained silent when people asked him questions.

I sat with a guy and girl at a table - they were editors, too. Bill Burr, the comedian, sat by us and gave us some free DVDs/Blurays of his work. He was a nice guy. The event we were at was a comedy/improv event put on by a student group. The wall was blue and there was some yellow/gold elements in the room as well. Our tables were round and covered with blue table cloths. 

I remember at one point, I was on stage and holding a mic. The guy on the stage doing improv told the audience about some gorgeous, beautiful person. The comedy club member in the audience chose some old guy with wispy white hair and missing teeth to go up as this person.

Fourth Dream:

I was looking out of a door of a house. There was a nice porch - the floor of it was painted 18 percent gray, but due to the sun being partly covered by clouds, it had a pastel blue color. It was the end of fall and most of the leaves were gone from the trees. What leaves were left were being blown away with the wind. A lady with her hair up stood in the yard holding a knitted shawl over her shoulders. She put some of the loose strands behind her left ear and said, “A storm is coming.” Then, she looked to a spot to my left and turned and walked away.

I looked up and saw that dark clouds were coming from behind the house I was in on both sides. I looked to my left and there was this tall guy who looked like he stepped out of an AMC western. He had a dirty face, handlebar mustache, and an old 1800’s western hat. He just stared at me. He had that “foreign” feeling that I’ve had only once before when I had a dream with the “Charlie” character.

It creeped me out. I don’t even remember his long mustache blowing in the wind and he looked too large for the area he stood in. I went inside and locked the door. I laid down on the couch and expected to see the guy’s shadow, but never did. I still felt him outside, though. I tried to sleep and woke up.

Note about the “observers” in my dreams:

When I first started to call them “observers”, the first dream with that strange foreign feel was caused by “Charlie” when he moved about in a dream of mine and reacted and talked to me differently than the other characters in the dream. The other characters appeared to be confused by the presence of the observer. After a while, the foreign feeling went away, but the Observer-Charlie still watched and tested me in dreams (cool stuff, like shooting, controlling futuristic technology, operating vehicles, etc.). The last time I had a dream about/with Observer-Charlie was one where he kept telling me he was dead and to not contact him and that that dream was the last time he would see me. I didn’t believe him. Now, I have a random 1800’s western guy watching me? I’m SO using this crap in sci-fi stories I write. I love my subconscious!

Other Notes:

  • Fell asleep: Around 1 a.m. without effort
  • Woke up: Around 9:00 a.m.
  • Caffeine intake day before: 240 mg (2 cans of Rockstar Pink)
  • Caffeine last consumed: 8-11 p.m. 
  • Book read before bed: “The Cell” by Stephen King
  • TV watched before bed: “Bar Rescue”
  • Other: Moved heavy boxes the afternoon before, woke up very stiff and sore, mostly in my legs. It’s possible that I moved my legs in my sleep. Used heating pad on highest setting, temp indoors still around 65 degrees.

Vivid dreams of random stuff (like burning bread, washing out that delicious Medieval Times drink from a novelty cup, dancing on slippery floors in socks, and looking at farmland from inside a military plane through the area for the landing gear) are fun, but I feel I haven’t slept.

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03/17/2011: Misc.

Random memories from my dreams last night:

I remember being in an office building in a small lobby. I was about to eat some food given to me - some weird cookies, coffee, etc. and somebody came up behind me and took some of my food and mixed some coffee in an aluminum foil “bowl”. I realized it was a random poor, homeless guy that I met earlier in the dream. We were talking and I gave him most of my food because I wasn’t hungry. He was going through hormone therapy to become a woman and had small boobs. To me, they just looked like a guy who worked those muscles too much, but he was proud of the progress and I agreed with him that the hormones were working.

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I was in a pool talking to other people in and around the pool. One was a lady about 10-15 years older than I with highlighted brown hair. She was a smoker and a mother. I cooked some toast with nuts inside the bread, but I only browned it and liked the flavor of the nuts being only lightly cooked. The mother said I should have made it darker and that she just burns everything and gives it to her kids and tells them they better like it.

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I dreamed that I was coming into a training class with people from work. Everyone was wearing Ohio State colors and I walked in wearing green. Ryan was the only person not wearing Red and gray and stood up and hugged me for wearing green. I was so confused. Then another person in the class got mad because someone had his Ohio State ear buds. I saw a girl wearing them and she was worried he’d get mad at her, but some other guy had them and gave them to the angry guy.

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I remember walking with a group of friends to some place for dinner. We couldn’t decide on a place and part of the group wanted to cross the street and go to Wendy’s, but the other part of the group wanted to go down the street to a bar.

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I remember having to cross the same street during the day for some reason.

08/14/2005: Random


Note: This was originally written for MySpace on Aug. 14, 2005.

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Dreams this morning

It was funny because while I was dreaming, I was trying to remember the other dreams..

In one of them, the new CSCC building, the Academic Center D one, was finished and had these white laminated tiles (like Wal-mart) and they just waxed the floor and I showed someone how you can slide on it like it was ice..I ended up sliding too fast and fell backward which somehow made me spin toward a wall and I bumped into it..I was laughing so hard! Jason and his girlfriend saw me (I almost slid into them) and he got me back on my feet..

Then I started sliding on the less smooth part..I could still slide pretty well and out of nowhere, Edward slides right by me and does this jump spin thing like an ice skater..I tried to do the jump spin thing but only got have way around..me and Ed tried to slide/skate together and jumping sync..that didn’t work too well and we almost hit a wall..

Then we all went to class..the building was nice and white..there was a nice gym-like room and large classrooms that looked high school-esque..

Another dream was being at a beach..we (friends and strangers of my age and older) were on a strip of land or an island and I was up on a lifeguard’s lookout or something even higher taking digital photos and arguing with people that it’s not a film camera even though I like film..they were watching me from the beach and I was able to see the waves on each side..they started getting worse, and flooding the beach..even though my friends were having fun being hit by humongous waves..

later, one of the older guests/friends was cooking food inside..we were still on the beach and the other guests were on the deck of this boat house we were vacationing on..for some reason, we didn’t have enough food and there was a lamb next to us..the deck was covered in rocky rubble and I thought I could find a way to kill the lamb to provide food for all of us..I kept picking up rocks and throwing them at the lamb’s head to knock it out..I somehow had a small axe that I tried to cut the lamb’s head off with..it barely bled and I felt bad, because I didn’t want it to suffer, but I felt that it would be the best for it to die..

In the end, I ended up picking it up, carrying it into the kitchen were the guy (maybe it was a teacher) was cooking and I was like, “I’ve been trying to kill this thing, but it’s like steel!” I placed it on the sink upside down and the guy slit it’s throat open with a knife and killed it..

What the heck does that mean???? Lambs/sheep mean many things to me: Followers, clones, shy, innocence..I dunno..it was weird..and why would killing innocence help others? And why did I ask for help so easily?

The other dream was..well..nevermind..I can’t remember much except these guys holding papers that resembled the parking passes we had for the Dublin Irish Festival..but it was dark, weird, and had Justin* and Neil* in it..Neil* was trying to help me, but Justin* ended up being the one who helped me the most..then again, he was the one with the most parking passes..he had a handful..and he has big hands so yeah..when Neil* had about half that many..Justin* ended up helping me get a parking pass..

That is if they were parking passes..all I knew is that they were pastel green sheets of paper..even tho Justin* had some pink and yellow ones, too..

The lighting reminded me of those tv shows and movies that show people getting abducted and it’s all pitch dark except for small lights above us lighting each person..

That was weird..

* Names were changed